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sO, uMM,
i'M GOING TO TRY THIS, uHH, tHING THAT, kANAYA TOLD ME,
(tHAT IS, tHE kANAYA OF MY TIME AND, nOT THE ONE HERE),
tO, uHH, hELP, mY SELF ESTEEM,
sO STARTING RIGHT NOW, i'M NOT GOING TO TALK TO PEOPLE THAT, uPSET ME, bECAUSE,
tHAT WILL HURT HIS FEELINGS, aND THAT'S NOT GOOD FOR HIM,

uHH, sO i HOPE NOBODY MINDS OR, iS OFFENDED THAT, i'M DOING THIS THING,

oK,
uM,
i THINK, tHAT'S IT,

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yES, i DON'T THINK THAT SURPRISES ME,
aND ALSO, i HAVE TO MAKE SURE i DO IMPROVE SO i, uHH, dON'T,
gET CULLED,

Your world kills the weak?

yEAH, uHH,
aMONG OTHER THINGS,

Hm. I would have been banished or cast aside if I'd been weak, but I probably wouldn't have been killed unless I'd posed a threat.

rEALLY,
i DON'T KNOW, tHAT'S JUST, hOW IT IS HERE,
iF YOU CAN'T, uM, cONTRIBUTE,
yOU'RE CULLED,

Are you afraid of it?

uHHH, wELL,
iT'S NOT SOMETHING i TRY TO THINK ABOUT,

Even though you're actively working to avoid it?

wELL, i LIKE THE THINGS i DO, sO, uHH,
i'M MORE LIKE, wORKING ON THEM FOR MYSELF ALSO,

That's a good thing, too.

yES, i THINK SO TOO,

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