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sO, uMM,
i'M GOING TO TRY THIS, uHH, tHING THAT, kANAYA TOLD ME,
(tHAT IS, tHE kANAYA OF MY TIME AND, nOT THE ONE HERE),
tO, uHH, hELP, mY SELF ESTEEM,
sO STARTING RIGHT NOW, i'M NOT GOING TO TALK TO PEOPLE THAT, uPSET ME, bECAUSE,
tHAT WILL HURT HIS FEELINGS, aND THAT'S NOT GOOD FOR HIM,

uHH, sO i HOPE NOBODY MINDS OR, iS OFFENDED THAT, i'M DOING THIS THING,

oK,
uM,
i THINK, tHAT'S IT,

Comments

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rEALLY,
i, uHH, cAN'T IMAGINE THAT,
yOU SEEM, rEALLY SMART aZULA,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

It wasn't out of stupidity-- I just used to try to rile people up on the community sometimes. It was sort of immature, in retrospect.

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rILE THEM UP,
lIKE TROLL THEM,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Yes, just like that.

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rEALLY,
wOW, i DON'T THINK, i CAN IMAGINE THAT EITHER,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Why not?

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i DON'T KNOW, uHH,
yOU JUST, sEEM VERY MATURE,
aS IF, yOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN THAT WAY,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I have in a sense. As a soldier, a member of the royal family, and then a Fire Lord I had to grow up quicker than most, but I could still be childish in some ways.

[and she can still be childish in some ways now, but like hell she's going to admit that; talking about past faults is a lot easier than talking about present ones]

I was mature enough to kill and to risk my life in battle, and then to command armies, and then to lead a country, but I suppose I allowed myself to indulge here on the community.

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i THINK,
eVERYBODY HAS TO HAVE FUN SOMETIMES,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I do now, every so often. I just don't really "troll" the community anymore.

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wHAT DO YOU DO FOR FUN NOW,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I spend time with Lilith and Lisa, mostly. And occasionally with other people, but not nearly as often.

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iS THAT YOUR MOTHER AND, uHH,
sISTER,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Yes, the ones I mentioned before. To trolls they'd be like lususes, and moirails but without the romance.

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yES, uM,
i REMEMBER YOU SAYING THAT BEFORE,

wHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU, sPEND TIME WITH THEM,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Talk. Go for walks. Watch movies, sometimes. Last summer I went to the beach with Lilith. We were going to spar but we ended up swimming instead.

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oH, uHH,
tHAT, sOUNDS LIKE FUN,
i LIKE TO WATCH MOVIES SOMETIMES,
aND, uM, mE AND tINKERBULL PLAY FIDUSPAWN,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Who's Tinkerbull and what's fiduspawn?

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uMM, tINKERBULL IS MY LUSUS,
iT'S NOT, rEALLY HIS NAME, iT'S JUST WHAT i, uM, CALL HIM,
aND, fIDUSPAWN IS A GAME WHERE YOU, uHH,
uSE CARDS TO CATCH AND TRAIN ANIMALS AND THEN, bREED THEM,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

So it's a nickname?

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yEAH, yOU COULD CALL IT THAT,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

What's his real name?

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oH, uM,
hE DOESN'T, rEALLY HAVE ONE,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Oh. Is that common for your lususes?

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sOME OF THEM, yES,
a LOT OF THEM ARE JUST, cALLED BY WHAT THEY ARE,