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[clapifyoubullieve]

wHO DO YOU TALK TO CONCERNING ABOUT, uHH, fEELINGS OR, tHINGS LIKE THAT, wHEN YOU DON'T HAVE A MOIRAIL,
i TRIED TALKING TO rUFIO BUT, iT WASN'T THE MOST HELPFUL THING TO DO AS, bEING MY SELF ESTEEM, hE DOESN'T REALLY KNOW MORE ABOUT THIS THAN i DO,
aND, oH YEAH, hE'S ALSO FAKE,

tHERE ARE SOME THINGS THAT, mAYBE, aRE KIND OF UPSETTING ME RIGHT NOW, i GUESS, aND,
i DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO,

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[clapifyoubullieve]

jUST THINGS,
cONCERNING FEELINGS, mOSTLY,

[clapifyoubullieve]

yEAH, aND, i GUESS, i SHOULD ALREADY KNOW THAT,
sINCE gAMZEE OFFERED TO LISTEN TO ME BEFORE,
bUT, tHIS IS, i DON'T KNOW, sORT OF EMBARRASSING, mAYBE, oR DUMB,

[clapifyoubullieve]

a MOIRAIL, uHH,
i DON'T REALLY KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT, iN HUMAN TERMS,
iT'S A PERSON THAT, bALANCES YOU OUT, kIND OF EMOTIONALLY, i GUESS,
aND, iS THERE FOR YOU, wHEN YOU NEED TO TALK,

[clapifyoubullieve]

oH, i GUESS, iT DOES SEEM THAT WAY, dOESN'T IT,
i'M GOING TO TRY TALKING TO A FRIEND,

[bycoincidence.livejournal.com]

Oh! So it's sort of like having a reeeally close friend. Or maybe a bit like dating someone? Do moirails kiss and stuff?

Um, what's bothering you, anyway?

[clapifyoubullieve]

oH NO, i WANT TO TALK TO YOU,
bUT COULD YOU, mAYBE, lOCK THIS THREAD,
i'M NOT VERY GOOD AT IT,

awww DONT WORRY ABOUT IT!!

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[Locked, hackable by good hackers]

[deathfangirl]

0f c0urse
its l0cked n0w as best as i can

what is it tavr0s?

[clapifyoubullieve]

oH NO, iT'S NOT THAT KIND OF ROMANCE, aT ALL,
bUT, iT'S DEFINITELY MORE THAN A CLOSE FRIEND,
mAYBE THE CLOSEST,

iT'S KIND OF, eMBARRASSING TO TALK ABOUT,

[clapifyoubullieve]

oH WOW, i GUESS, i'VE BEEN KIND OF DISTRACTED BY THE GAME THAT, i DIDN'T KNOW YOU OR eQUIUS SHOWED UP, aT ALL,
bUT, uHH, iT'S NICE TO SEE YOU,

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[clapifyoubullieve]

oKAY,
wELL, iT'S MOSTLY THAT, iT SEEMS THAT EVERYONE IS FILLING QUADRANTS, rECENTLY,
aND IT'S NOT THAT i'M, yOU KNOW, nOT HAPPY FOR MY FRIENDS, lIKE kANAYA,
aND YOU, oF COURSE,
bUT i GUESS THAT i'M JUST, sORT OF,
aFRAID, mAYBE,

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[deathfangirl]

afraid 0f what?
0_0
that y0u w0nt be able t0 fill a quadrant f0r y0urself y0u mean?

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[clapifyoubullieve]

mAYBE,
i MEAN, mORE THAN MAYBE,
tHAT'S WHAT IT IS, eSSENTIALLY SPEAKING,
i'VE NEVER HAD ANY QUADRANTS FILLED, aND, i DIDN'T REALLY THINK ABOUT IT, uNTIL RECENTLY,
tHAT MAYBE i WON'T GET ANY, aT ALL,

[bycoincidence.livejournal.com]

So it's like a best friend. I don't have one of those, so, I guess I can't really understand. I'm sorry.

[a pause]

Oh, is it? Well...you can talk to me if you want. I won't laugh or anything, since I have some pretty embarassing problems too.

[areyoulovers]

If you need help, I'll certainly listen properly and do my best to give advice!

[clapifyoubullieve]

iT'S DIFFERENT EVEN THAN A BEST FRIEND,
fRIENDSHIP ISN'T A ROMANCE, iT'S A TROLL DISEASE,
aLTHOUGH, i DON'T MIND IT AND, i KNOW IT'S NOT A DISEASE FOR HUMANS,

i DON'T KNOW,
uHH, nOT THAT i WOULD MIND TALKING TO YOU, bUT,
aND DON'T TAKE THIS OFFENSIVELY, i HOPE, bUT IT SEEMS DIFFICULT FOR MOST HUMANS TO UNDERSTAND, yOU KNOW, tROLL FEELINGS,

[clapifyoubullieve]

wELL, mAYBE,
sINCE YOU SEEM TO HAVE A GRASP OF TROLL QUADRANTS AND, aRE VERY KNOWLEDGEABLE IN THE SUBJECT OF ROMANCE,
dO YOU THINK, mAYBE, yOU COULD LOCK THIS,
iT DOESN'T SEEM TO PROPERLY WORK WHEN i DO IT,

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[deathfangirl]

well i understand being nerv0us ab0ut that tavr0s
i was w0rried ab0ut the same thing y0u kn0w
and i kn0w y0u have tr0uble with y0ur c0nfidence
but i think y0ure a really great pers0n
y0ure very sweet and kind and th0se are things that arent appreciated by a l0t 0f tr0lls
but n0w y0u can meet pe0ple wh0 arent tr0lls and may appreciate y0u m0re than stupid bitches like vriska d0
im sure there are pe0ple 0ut there f0r y0u
t0tally sure 0f it!

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[clapifyoubullieve]

tHANK YOU FOR SAYING SO, bUT,
iS THAT REALLY OK,
tHAT IS, tO POSSIBLY PURSUE RELATIONS LIKE THAT WITH HUMANS,
oNLY BECAUSE, i'VE TALKED TO A LOT OF THEM ABOUT ROMANCE AND, tHEIRS IS SO DIFFERENT,
aND A LOT OF THEM DON'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND, rEALLY,
aND, i THINK, mAYBE i HAVE RED FEELINGS FOR ONE OF THEM, aNYWAY, bUT SHE'S SO COOL AND THERE'S NO WAY SHE WOULD EVER PITY ME LIKE THAT,

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[areyoulovers]

All right, I've properly locked it! What seems to be the problem?

[bycoincidence.livejournal.com]

Oh. A disease, really? So is being friends like getting sick? It won't hurt you if I want to be friends, right?

Um. Oh. Okay.

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[deathfangirl]

well i w0uld be a bit hyp0critical t0 say theres s0mething wr0ng with it
c0nsidering i have a m0irallegiance with a human
i kn0w a l0t 0f them d0nt understand
but that d0esnt mean they cant like y0u the same way even if they d0nt have the right w0rd f0r it
azula calls m0irallegiance having a family f0r example and she has a few 0f them
but i just have t0 understand things are a bit different f0r humans

wh0 d0 y0u have red feelings f0r?

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[clapifyoubullieve]

wELL, uHH, i GUESS, iT'S JUST THAT,
i'M CONCERNED THAT i WON'T FIND ANYONE, wITH WHOM TO FILL QUADRANTS WITH, mOSTLY,