Tavros Nitram ( ♉ ) adiosToreador (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
clapifyoubullieve) wrote2011-05-29 01:02 pm
clapifyoubullieve) wrote2011-05-29 01:02 pm
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wHO DO YOU TALK TO CONCERNING ABOUT, uHH, fEELINGS OR, tHINGS LIKE THAT, wHEN YOU DON'T HAVE A MOIRAIL,
i TRIED TALKING TO rUFIO BUT, iT WASN'T THE MOST HELPFUL THING TO DO AS, bEING MY SELF ESTEEM, hE DOESN'T REALLY KNOW MORE ABOUT THIS THAN i DO,
aND, oH YEAH, hE'S ALSO FAKE,
tHERE ARE SOME THINGS THAT, mAYBE, aRE KIND OF UPSETTING ME RIGHT NOW, i GUESS, aND,
i DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO,
i TRIED TALKING TO rUFIO BUT, iT WASN'T THE MOST HELPFUL THING TO DO AS, bEING MY SELF ESTEEM, hE DOESN'T REALLY KNOW MORE ABOUT THIS THAN i DO,
aND, oH YEAH, hE'S ALSO FAKE,
tHERE ARE SOME THINGS THAT, mAYBE, aRE KIND OF UPSETTING ME RIGHT NOW, i GUESS, aND,
i DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO,
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wELL, iT'S MOSTLY THAT, iT SEEMS THAT EVERYONE IS FILLING QUADRANTS, rECENTLY,
aND IT'S NOT THAT i'M, yOU KNOW, nOT HAPPY FOR MY FRIENDS, lIKE kANAYA,
aND YOU, oF COURSE,
bUT i GUESS THAT i'M JUST, sORT OF,
aFRAID, mAYBE,
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that y0u w0nt be able t0 fill a quadrant f0r y0urself y0u mean?
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i MEAN, mORE THAN MAYBE,
tHAT'S WHAT IT IS, eSSENTIALLY SPEAKING,
i'VE NEVER HAD ANY QUADRANTS FILLED, aND, i DIDN'T REALLY THINK ABOUT IT, uNTIL RECENTLY,
tHAT MAYBE i WON'T GET ANY, aT ALL,
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i was w0rried ab0ut the same thing y0u kn0w
and i kn0w y0u have tr0uble with y0ur c0nfidence
but i think y0ure a really great pers0n
y0ure very sweet and kind and th0se are things that arent appreciated by a l0t 0f tr0lls
but n0w y0u can meet pe0ple wh0 arent tr0lls and may appreciate y0u m0re than stupid bitches like vriska d0
im sure there are pe0ple 0ut there f0r y0u
t0tally sure 0f it!
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iS THAT REALLY OK,
tHAT IS, tO POSSIBLY PURSUE RELATIONS LIKE THAT WITH HUMANS,
oNLY BECAUSE, i'VE TALKED TO A LOT OF THEM ABOUT ROMANCE AND, tHEIRS IS SO DIFFERENT,
aND A LOT OF THEM DON'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND, rEALLY,
aND, i THINK, mAYBE i HAVE RED FEELINGS FOR ONE OF THEM, aNYWAY, bUT SHE'S SO COOL AND THERE'S NO WAY SHE WOULD EVER PITY ME LIKE THAT,
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c0nsidering i have a m0irallegiance with a human
i kn0w a l0t 0f them d0nt understand
but that d0esnt mean they cant like y0u the same way even if they d0nt have the right w0rd f0r it
azula calls m0irallegiance having a family f0r example and she has a few 0f them
but i just have t0 understand things are a bit different f0r humans
wh0 d0 y0u have red feelings f0r?
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aRE YOU MAYBE IMPLYING THAT, yOU HAVE A MOIRAILLEGIANCE WITH aZULA,
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bECAUSE,
tHAT'S, pOSSIBLY WHO i MAY BE FEELING FLUSHED FOR, sLIGHTLY,
oH GOD, pLEASE DON'T TELL ANYBODY, pLEASE, pLEASE, pLEASE,
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but um
azula already suspects that y0u are flushed f0r her
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wHAT,
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well y0ur reacti0n during the virus was s0rt 0f 0bvi0us tavr0s
she asked me what t0 d0 ab0ut it
because she d0esnt want a flushed relati0nship with any0ne right n0w
i t0ld her y0u w0uld pr0bably get 0ver her
i h0pe that wasnt bad advice
ribbit
i wish i had better news
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tavr0s
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im s0 s0 s0rry
maybe i can talk t0 her again
i didnt kn0w y0u were s0 seri0us
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pLEASE, dON'T TALK TO HER ABOUT IT,
i'LL BE OK, pROBABLY, iN A LITTLE WHILE, oR, sOMETIME AFTER THAT,
i ALREADY KNEW SHE DIDN'T WANT THAT KIND OF THING, aND, i KNEW ALREADY THAT SHE WAS TOO COOL FOR ME,
sO,
bUT WOW, i FEEL, cOMPLETELY EMBARRASSED AND DUMB, nOW, aMONG SEVERAL OTHER FEELINGS,
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shes n0t t00 c00l f0r y0u
its n0t that at all
and theres n0 need t0 feel dumb
its really n0thing thats wr0ng with y0u
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i MEAN, iT'S APPRECIATED, mOSTLY, bUT,
i KNOW THERE ARE THINGS WRONG WITH ME AND, sOMEONE AS COOL AS SHE IS DEFINITELY DESERVES BETTER,
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i may be a reas0nably nice tr0ll
but im n0t a liar
ribbit
y0ure my friend and i like y0u a l0t
and i truly believe y0u deserve many w0nderful things
including very c00l pe0ple t0 fill y0ur quadrants if thats the s0rt 0f pe0ple y0u like
s0 there
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yOU REALLY,
yOU REALLY THINK THAT ABOUT ME,
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i want t0 see y0u happy tavr0s
even if there isnt much i pers0nally can d0 t0 help
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i DON'T, uHH, kNOW WHAT TO SAY, rEALLY,
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y0u d0nt have t0 say anything
except maybe that y0u w0nt give up 0n y0urself
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i THINK,
i THINK YOU'VE MADE ME FEEL, uHH, rEALLY HAPPY, oR MAYBE,
tOUCHED, iS THE RIGHT WORD,
tHANK YOU,
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y0u are welc0me tavr0s
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i THINK, sHE'S VERY LUCKY TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU,
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