tHANK YOU, uHH, bASICALLY, i WAS FEELING THAT, mAYBE i WON'T GET TO HAVE ANY QUADRANTS FILLED, dUE TO, i DON'T KNOW, fEELING THAT NO ONE WOULD WANT TO PITY ME LIKE THAT, aND THEN, i FOUND OUT THAT'S BASICALLY TRUE, iN A SENSE, bEING THAT THE PERSON i HAVE FLUSHED FEELINGS FOR, dOESN'T RETURN SUCH FEELINGS, aND, i KNEW IT WAS DUMB, lIKE, rEALLY DUMB, tO EVEN HOPE THAT IT WAS POSSIBLE, bUT,
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uHH, bASICALLY, i WAS FEELING THAT, mAYBE i WON'T GET TO HAVE ANY QUADRANTS FILLED, dUE TO, i DON'T KNOW,
fEELING THAT NO ONE WOULD WANT TO PITY ME LIKE THAT,
aND THEN, i FOUND OUT THAT'S BASICALLY TRUE, iN A SENSE, bEING THAT THE PERSON i HAVE FLUSHED FEELINGS FOR, dOESN'T RETURN SUCH FEELINGS,
aND, i KNEW IT WAS DUMB, lIKE, rEALLY DUMB, tO EVEN HOPE THAT IT WAS POSSIBLE, bUT,
iT STILL HURTS, }:'(