Tavros Nitram ( ♉ ) adiosToreador (
clapifyoubullieve) wrote2011-05-29 01:02 pm
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wHO DO YOU TALK TO CONCERNING ABOUT, uHH, fEELINGS OR, tHINGS LIKE THAT, wHEN YOU DON'T HAVE A MOIRAIL,
i TRIED TALKING TO rUFIO BUT, iT WASN'T THE MOST HELPFUL THING TO DO AS, bEING MY SELF ESTEEM, hE DOESN'T REALLY KNOW MORE ABOUT THIS THAN i DO,
aND, oH YEAH, hE'S ALSO FAKE,
tHERE ARE SOME THINGS THAT, mAYBE, aRE KIND OF UPSETTING ME RIGHT NOW, i GUESS, aND,
i DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO,
i TRIED TALKING TO rUFIO BUT, iT WASN'T THE MOST HELPFUL THING TO DO AS, bEING MY SELF ESTEEM, hE DOESN'T REALLY KNOW MORE ABOUT THIS THAN i DO,
aND, oH YEAH, hE'S ALSO FAKE,
tHERE ARE SOME THINGS THAT, mAYBE, aRE KIND OF UPSETTING ME RIGHT NOW, i GUESS, aND,
i DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO,
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uHH, bASICALLY, i WAS FEELING THAT, mAYBE i WON'T GET TO HAVE ANY QUADRANTS FILLED, dUE TO, i DON'T KNOW,
fEELING THAT NO ONE WOULD WANT TO PITY ME LIKE THAT,
aND THEN, i FOUND OUT THAT'S BASICALLY TRUE, iN A SENSE, bEING THAT THE PERSON i HAVE FLUSHED FEELINGS FOR, dOESN'T RETURN SUCH FEELINGS,
aND, i KNEW IT WAS DUMB, lIKE, rEALLY DUMB, tO EVEN HOPE THAT IT WAS POSSIBLE, bUT,
iT STILL HURTS, }:'(
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bECAUSE, sHE'S NOT,
eVEN IF SHE DOESN'T WANT THAT WITH ME, sHE'S KIND TO ME AND, vERY COOL, aND NOT AT ALL WHAT ONE WOULD DESCRIBE AS JUST "some fucker",
sO, pLEASE, uHH, dON'T SAY THAT,
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tHANK YOU FOR SAYING SO, i GUESS,
bUT HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT,
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uHH, i'VE NEVER REALLY THOUGHT ABOUT IT, bEFORE, bUT,
i GUESS THAT'S WHAT WE'RE TAUGHT, iSN'T IT,
tHAT, tHERE'S A TROLL OUT THERE FOR US, fOR EVERY QUADRANT,
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uMM, bUT, dO YOU REALLY BELIEVE THAT kARKAT,
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i MEAN, uHH,
i LIKE YOU, aND ALL, bUT, i DON'T HAVE THOSE SORTS OF FEELINGS TOWARDS YOU,
iF, tHAT'S WHAT YOU WERE MAYBE IMPLYING,
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aS IN, tHE TROLL i'M WAITING FOR TO ARRIVE,
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oOPS, sORRY,
eRR, bUT WHY HAVE YOU GIVEN UP ON THAT,
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mAYBE YOU JUST HAVEN'T FOUND THEM, yET,
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wELL, uHH, bEING THAT OUR WORLD, yOU KNOW, hAD AN EXPLOSION,
i GUESS, mAYBE, iT'S OK FOR US NOT TO WORRY ABOUT THESE SORTS OF THINGS,
(fOR THE TIME BEING, aT LEAST,)
aS THERE WILL NOT BE ANYONE TO CULL US ANYTIME SOON, pROBABLY,