Tavros Nitram ( ♉ ) adiosToreador (
clapifyoubullieve) wrote2011-05-29 01:02 pm
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wHO DO YOU TALK TO CONCERNING ABOUT, uHH, fEELINGS OR, tHINGS LIKE THAT, wHEN YOU DON'T HAVE A MOIRAIL,
i TRIED TALKING TO rUFIO BUT, iT WASN'T THE MOST HELPFUL THING TO DO AS, bEING MY SELF ESTEEM, hE DOESN'T REALLY KNOW MORE ABOUT THIS THAN i DO,
aND, oH YEAH, hE'S ALSO FAKE,
tHERE ARE SOME THINGS THAT, mAYBE, aRE KIND OF UPSETTING ME RIGHT NOW, i GUESS, aND,
i DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO,
i TRIED TALKING TO rUFIO BUT, iT WASN'T THE MOST HELPFUL THING TO DO AS, bEING MY SELF ESTEEM, hE DOESN'T REALLY KNOW MORE ABOUT THIS THAN i DO,
aND, oH YEAH, hE'S ALSO FAKE,
tHERE ARE SOME THINGS THAT, mAYBE, aRE KIND OF UPSETTING ME RIGHT NOW, i GUESS, aND,
i DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO,
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sINCE YOU SEEM TO HAVE A GRASP OF TROLL QUADRANTS AND, aRE VERY KNOWLEDGEABLE IN THE SUBJECT OF ROMANCE,
dO YOU THINK, mAYBE, yOU COULD LOCK THIS,
iT DOESN'T SEEM TO PROPERLY WORK WHEN i DO IT,
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i'M CONCERNED THAT i WON'T FIND ANYONE, wITH WHOM TO FILL QUADRANTS WITH, mOSTLY,
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bEING A LIKEABLE PERSON, iS NOT THE MOST LIKEABLE QUALITY IN OUR SOCIETY, pROBABLY,
aND, i DON'T KNOW, iT SEEMS THAT, eVERYONE ELSE IS FILLING QUADRANTS SINCE FINDING THIS COMMUNICATION FORUM AND, i'VE NEVER FILLED ANY,
aND i'M JUST THINKING THAT, mAYBE i DON'T REALLY LIKE GROWING UP, bECAUSE IT'S HARD,
aND MAYBE vRISKA WAS RIGHT THAT, i'M JUST WEAK AND CAN'T, uHH, dEAL WITH DIFFICULT THINGS, lIKE THIS,
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iT JUST SORT OF, cAME OUT,
sORRY,
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I think that learning to deal with difficult things is part of growing up! So it's all right if you don't think you're doing a good job or having fun with it right now. And if everyone else is filling quadrants now, maybe that means you're going to meet people who like your qualities!
And I haven't ever filled a-- I mean had a boyfriend or anything either! I know I technically have something like a moirail, but it's really not the same for humans... so most of them would say I've never done anything romantic either! Um, that is, I have, but... in the future, or possibly... another timeline?
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i WISH rUFIO WAS REAL, sO THAT i COULD HAVE REAL CONFIDENCE, aND THEN, tHESE SORTS OF THINGS WOULDN'T BE BOTHERING ME, pOSSIBLY,
i MEAN, pERHAPS, i SHOULDN'T THINK ABOUT IT SO MUCH, aS IT IS, bEING THAT OUR PLANET EXPLODED,
bUT IF IT HADN'T, tHERE'S A LIKEABLE CHANCE THAT i WOULD BE CULLED IN THE FUTURE, fOR ONE REASON OR ANOTHER,
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i REALLY AM,
iT'S JUST HARD,
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bUT, i DON'T KNOW,
i THINK, mAYBE i SHOULD JUST CONCENTRATE ON MAKING IT THROUGH THE GAME, fOR NOW,
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bUT, i THINK, i'LL HAVE TO GET OVER CERTAIN FEELINGS, fOR ANYTHING LIKE THAT TO HAPPEN, fIRST,
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i MEAN, uHH, i WOULDN'T CALL IT LIKE THAT, eXACTLY,
tHAT IS,
dAMN IT,
cAN YOU MAYBE NOT MENTION ANYTHING ABOUT THIS, pLEASE,
iS THAT A THING THAT CAN HAPPEN,
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i MEAN, iT'S NOT THAT i DON'T TRUST YOU, oR ANYTHING MEAN LIKE THAT, bUT,
iT'S RATHER EMBARRASSING AND DUMB, aND,
aND, i DON'T KNOW, i DON'T WANT YOU TO, uHH, tHINK i'M STUPID,
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dO YOU, pROMISE NOT TO LAUGH,
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iT'S MAYBE, kIND OF,
pOSSIBLY aZULA,
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iT'S NOT,
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