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wHO DO YOU TALK TO CONCERNING ABOUT, uHH, fEELINGS OR, tHINGS LIKE THAT, wHEN YOU DON'T HAVE A MOIRAIL,
i TRIED TALKING TO rUFIO BUT, iT WASN'T THE MOST HELPFUL THING TO DO AS, bEING MY SELF ESTEEM, hE DOESN'T REALLY KNOW MORE ABOUT THIS THAN i DO,
aND, oH YEAH, hE'S ALSO FAKE,

tHERE ARE SOME THINGS THAT, mAYBE, aRE KIND OF UPSETTING ME RIGHT NOW, i GUESS, aND,
i DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO,

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[areyoulovers]

Really? I wouldn't worry about that at all! If you're my age, you have plenty of time, and you really seem to be a very likeable person!

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[clapifyoubullieve]

yES, bUT,
bEING A LIKEABLE PERSON, iS NOT THE MOST LIKEABLE QUALITY IN OUR SOCIETY, pROBABLY,
aND, i DON'T KNOW, iT SEEMS THAT, eVERYONE ELSE IS FILLING QUADRANTS SINCE FINDING THIS COMMUNICATION FORUM AND, i'VE NEVER FILLED ANY,
aND i'M JUST THINKING THAT, mAYBE i DON'T REALLY LIKE GROWING UP, bECAUSE IT'S HARD,
aND MAYBE vRISKA WAS RIGHT THAT, i'M JUST WEAK AND CAN'T, uHH, dEAL WITH DIFFICULT THINGS, lIKE THIS,

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[clapifyoubullieve]

wHOA, uHH, i DIDN'T MEAN TO SAY ALL THAT, rEALLY,
iT JUST SORT OF, cAME OUT,
sORRY,

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[areyoulovers]

It's all right! I said you can talk to me, and I completely meant it!

I think that learning to deal with difficult things is part of growing up! So it's all right if you don't think you're doing a good job or having fun with it right now. And if everyone else is filling quadrants now, maybe that means you're going to meet people who like your qualities!

And I haven't ever filled a-- I mean had a boyfriend or anything either! I know I technically have something like a moirail, but it's really not the same for humans... so most of them would say I've never done anything romantic either! Um, that is, I have, but... in the future, or possibly... another timeline?

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[clapifyoubullieve]

bUT, eVERYONE ELSE IS BETTER AT DEALING WITH IT, iT SEEMS LIKE,

i WISH rUFIO WAS REAL, sO THAT i COULD HAVE REAL CONFIDENCE, aND THEN, tHESE SORTS OF THINGS WOULDN'T BE BOTHERING ME, pOSSIBLY,
i MEAN, pERHAPS, i SHOULDN'T THINK ABOUT IT SO MUCH, aS IT IS, bEING THAT OUR PLANET EXPLODED,
bUT IF IT HADN'T, tHERE'S A LIKEABLE CHANCE THAT i WOULD BE CULLED IN THE FUTURE, fOR ONE REASON OR ANOTHER,

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[areyoulovers]

Well, you're meeting a lot of new people here, who certainly wouldn't let you get culled, even if your planet hadn't exploded! So please don't worry about that, and take things at your own pace!

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[clapifyoubullieve]

i KNOW AND, i'M TRYING TO THINK MORE POSITIVELY ON THE SUBJECT,
i REALLY AM,
iT'S JUST HARD,

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[areyoulovers]

I believe in you, Tavros! I'm sure you'll find your special person soon!

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[clapifyoubullieve]

uMM, i THINK IT'S VERY KIND OF YOU TO SAY SO mILEINA, aND, i REALLY APPRECIATE IT,
bUT, i DON'T KNOW,
i THINK, mAYBE i SHOULD JUST CONCENTRATE ON MAKING IT THROUGH THE GAME, fOR NOW,

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[areyoulovers]

Oh, yes, of course! Responsibility comes first, after all! But I wonder... perhaps in a dangerous situation like that, romance will blossom! It's been known to happen before!

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[clapifyoubullieve]

i GUESS, tHAT'S A POSSIBILITY, sEEING THAT IT'S BEEN HAPPENING FOR EVERYBODY ELSE, iT SEEMS LIKE,
bUT, i THINK, i'LL HAVE TO GET OVER CERTAIN FEELINGS, fOR ANYTHING LIKE THAT TO HAPPEN, fIRST,

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[areyoulovers]

Oh... do you mean that you're suffering from unrequited love??

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[clapifyoubullieve]

sOMETHING LIKE THAT,
i MEAN, uHH, i WOULDN'T CALL IT LIKE THAT, eXACTLY,
tHAT IS,

dAMN IT,

cAN YOU MAYBE NOT MENTION ANYTHING ABOUT THIS, pLEASE,
iS THAT A THING THAT CAN HAPPEN,

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[areyoulovers]

Yes, definitely! Even though I like to talk about romance with lots of people, I don't talk about things that I shouldn't talk about! But perhaps if it's a secret, you could tell me who else is involved? I can't help but be a little curious!

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[clapifyoubullieve]

uHH, i DON'T KNOW ABOUT THAT,
i MEAN, iT'S NOT THAT i DON'T TRUST YOU, oR ANYTHING MEAN LIKE THAT, bUT,
iT'S RATHER EMBARRASSING AND DUMB, aND,
aND, i DON'T KNOW, i DON'T WANT YOU TO, uHH, tHINK i'M STUPID,

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[areyoulovers]

I understand if you don't want to tell me, of course, but I don't see how it would be embarrassing or stupid! After all, people can't very well control who they like, even if it's someone a little scandalous!

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[clapifyoubullieve]

uMM, wELL,
dO YOU, pROMISE NOT TO LAUGH,

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[areyoulovers]

Yes, absolutely I promise!

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[clapifyoubullieve]

aLL RIGHT, wELL, uHH,
iT'S MAYBE, kIND OF,
pOSSIBLY aZULA,

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[areyoulovers]

But that's not anything to laugh at at all!

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[clapifyoubullieve]

uMM,
iT'S NOT,

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[areyoulovers]

I don't know her very well, but she's been helpful to me in the past, and she's very pretty! To be honest, there's a person I think I'm a little interested in, and I think that in the past, he had a bit of a crush on her as well... so if I wouldn't laugh at him, I won't laugh at you, either!

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[clapifyoubullieve]

oH,
oKAY, uHH, tHEN THANK YOU FOR THAT, i THINK,
iT'S JUST, sHE'S REALLY COOL AND i'M, yOU KNOW,
nOT,
sO,

bUT, aNYWAY, cAN i MAYBE ASK WHO IT IS YOU'RE "interested in",

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[areyoulovers]

I think that when someone likes you, they'll think that you're cool no matter what you think of yourself!

It would be very unfair to say no! I don't know if you've spoken to him or not, but I have a bit of a crush on Emperor Larsa, I think.

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[clapifyoubullieve]

i GUESS SO,

oH NO, i'VE NEVER SPOKEN TO HIM BEFORE, i'M PRETTY CERTAIN,
hE'S A REAL EMPEROR, }:o