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wHO DO YOU TALK TO CONCERNING ABOUT, uHH, fEELINGS OR, tHINGS LIKE THAT, wHEN YOU DON'T HAVE A MOIRAIL,
i TRIED TALKING TO rUFIO BUT, iT WASN'T THE MOST HELPFUL THING TO DO AS, bEING MY SELF ESTEEM, hE DOESN'T REALLY KNOW MORE ABOUT THIS THAN i DO,
aND, oH YEAH, hE'S ALSO FAKE,

tHERE ARE SOME THINGS THAT, mAYBE, aRE KIND OF UPSETTING ME RIGHT NOW, i GUESS, aND,
i DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO,

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Well, I mean...mostly that it shouldn't be a reason that anyone turns you down, you know? Anyway, it's not a good reason to not try, because you never know, maybe the other person might be fine with it. You can't know until you try, right?

Well...it's not really my confidence. I sort of hide behind Agito. He does the things I don't want to do.

Caste? What's a caste?

i GUESS,
mAYBE i'LL TRY, tHEN, oNE DAY,
bUT, fOR NOW, i THINK i HAVE TO GET OVER THESE FLUSHED FEELINGS FOR SOMEBODY ELSE, pROBABLY,

rEALLY, }:o
wOW, i WISH i COULD DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT, wITH rUFIO,

uHH, yOU KNOW, lIKE SOCIAL CLASSES,

You think so? That sucks.

It's...I don't know. It makes things easier, but sometimes I wonder if it's...you know. Healthy. But it's really the only thing I could do, considering the situation. It doesn't really matter though, my stuff, so. Heh. Sorry.

Social classes...like, popular kids at school and things? What's it got to do with blood?

yEAH, sEEING THAT, sHE DOESN'T FEEL THE SAME WAY AND, i GUESS, sHE'S A BIT TOO OLD FOR ME,

oH, uHH, i DON'T MIND LISTENING TO YOUR STUFF, tOO,
bUT, i DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY IT MIGHT BE, yOU KNOW, uNHEALTHY TO ABSCOND, iF YOU CAN'T HANDLE SOMETHING,

mORE LIKE, uHH,
wELL, wE HAVE A HEMOSPECTRUM, wITH RED BLOODED TROLLS AT THE BOTTOM AND, pURPLE-BLOODED TROLLS AT THE TOP,
aND, tHE LOWER YOU ARE ON THE SPECTRUM, tHE LOWER CLASS YOU ARE,
dOES THAT, mAKE IT ANY MORE CLEARER,

Too old? How old are you, and how old is she?

Well, it's just that I couldn't actually get away, because Brother wouldn't let me, and so Agito came and rescued me. I still don't know where he came from...

Red is at the bottom? My blood is red, so I guess that means...I'm pretty low too, huh?

i'M SIX SOLAR SWEEPS, wHICH, i THINK, iS TWELVE OR THIRTEEN HUMAN YEARS, wHILE SHE'S SEVENTEEN HUMAN YEARS,
iT'S NOT A BIG DIFFERENCE, i GUESS, bUT SHE'D BE CONSIDERED AN ADULT SOON ON aLTERNIA, aND,
tHAT WOULD BE, yOU KNOW, hIGHLY INAPPROPRIATE,

bUT, uHH, i GUESS, i STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THAT'S BAD,
i MEAN, mAYBE i DO, bECAUSE IT'S CONSIDERED COWARDLY TO ABSCOND, i GUESS, bUT,
tHAT'S WHY WE NEED PEOPLE SUCH AS aGITO AND rUFIO, iSN'T IT,

aLL HUMANS HAVE RED BLOOD, tHOUGH, dON'T THEY,
sOMEONE TOLD ME THAT, hUMANS HAVE OTHER MEANS OF CLASSING EACH OTHER,

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