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[clapifyoubullieve]

wHO DO YOU TALK TO CONCERNING ABOUT, uHH, fEELINGS OR, tHINGS LIKE THAT, wHEN YOU DON'T HAVE A MOIRAIL,
i TRIED TALKING TO rUFIO BUT, iT WASN'T THE MOST HELPFUL THING TO DO AS, bEING MY SELF ESTEEM, hE DOESN'T REALLY KNOW MORE ABOUT THIS THAN i DO,
aND, oH YEAH, hE'S ALSO FAKE,

tHERE ARE SOME THINGS THAT, mAYBE, aRE KIND OF UPSETTING ME RIGHT NOW, i GUESS, aND,
i DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO,

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[samuraiprosecutor]

Then the battle is all but won.

[clapifyoubullieve]

yES, i SUPPOSE,
iT'S JUST,
iT'S HARD, }:(

[samuraiprosecutor]

Most things that are worth doing are not easy, I'm afraid. In fact, the struggle is a vital part of what makes them worthwhile. The things we learn through our trials, the satisfaction that comes with effort and sacrifice...sometimes those rewards mean more than the outcome.

[clapifyoubullieve]

eVEN IF THAT OUTCOME IS THAT, i'LL BE LONELY FOREVER,

[samuraiprosecutor]

...What course of action are we talking about, precisely?

[clapifyoubullieve]

cAN YOU, mAYBE, lOCK THIS, bEFORE i TELL YOU,
iT DOESN'T WORK WHEN i DO IT, iT SEEMS LIKE,

[Locked]

[samuraiprosecutor]

Of course. Keep in mind, there's no real guarantee when any of us does it. Around here, locks have a tendency to fail whenever it's least convenient...or most convenient, depending on your perspective.

[Locked]

[clapifyoubullieve]

wELL, uHH, iT SEEMS LIKE IT WORKS BETTER WHEN OTHERS DO IT, sO,
bUT, aNYWAY,
i'M FLUSHED FOR SOMEBODY THAT DOESN'T RETURN THOSE FEELINGS, aT ALL, aND WHO IS ALSO APPARENTLY TOO OLD FOR ME,
sO, i GUESS, wHAT NEEDS TO HAPPEN IS ME FORGETTING ABOUT HER, mORE OR LESS,
bUT i KIND OF, mAYBE, wORRY A LITTLE THAT, nOBODY WILL EVER PITY ME LIKE THAT,
aND, uHH, tHAT'S REALLY ALL THERE IS, i GUESS,

[Locked]

[samuraiprosecutor]

...Ah. I see. At least, I believe I do. You're entirely certain this person doesn't reciprocate?

[Locked]

[clapifyoubullieve]

mOSTLY CERTAIN,
hER MOIRAIL SAID SO, aT LEAST, aND, aRADIA WOULDN'T LIE ABOUT SOMETHING LIKE THAT, i DON'T THINK,

[Locked]

[samuraiprosecutor]

I...don't recall what that is exactly, but I believe I get your meaning. And being 'flushed' would correspond with what humans consider romantic interest?

[Locked]

[clapifyoubullieve]

i THINK SO, yES,