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clapifyoubullieve) wrote2011-08-24 05:16 pm
clapifyoubullieve) wrote2011-08-24 05:16 pm
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♉ 009 [LOCKED TO TROLLS]
hOW DO YOU MAKE RED FEELINGS GO AWAY,
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bECAUSE THE SITUATION IS SUCH THAT ONE PERSON DOESN'T PARTICULARLY, yOU KNOW, fEEL THE SAME, rEALLY,
aND THINKING ABOUT IT IS KIND OF, uPSETTING, tO THE OTHER PERSON,
eSPECIALLY BECAUSE OF CERTAIN OTHER THINGS,
aND THINKING ABOUT IT IS KIND OF, uPSETTING, tO THE OTHER PERSON,
eSPECIALLY BECAUSE OF CERTAIN OTHER THINGS,
yEAH, uHH, tHAT SECOND ONE SOUNDS GOOD,
iT'S JUST THAT, oNE PERSON FEELS ONE WAY WHILE, tHE OTHER PERSON DOESN'T FEEL THAT WAY, aT ALL,
aND IT'S RATHER UPSETTING TO THE FIRST PERSON, lIKE IN A SADDENING WAY, tO THINK ABOUT THESE THINGS,
sO IT WOULD BE EASIER IF THE FEELINGS DIDN'T EXIST,
iT'S JUST THAT, oNE PERSON FEELS ONE WAY WHILE, tHE OTHER PERSON DOESN'T FEEL THAT WAY, aT ALL,
aND IT'S RATHER UPSETTING TO THE FIRST PERSON, lIKE IN A SADDENING WAY, tO THINK ABOUT THESE THINGS,
sO IT WOULD BE EASIER IF THE FEELINGS DIDN'T EXIST,
wHOOOA, uHH, oK, wAIT,
fIRST, i DIDN'T SAY THIS WAS ABOUT, mE, oR, aNYTHING LIKE THAT, sO i DON'T KNOW WHY YOU WOULD THINK THAT, at ALL,
bUT SECOND, wHY WOULD i, iF THIS WAS ABOUT ME, wHICH i'M NOT SAYING IT IS, bE ASHAMED,
fIRST, i DIDN'T SAY THIS WAS ABOUT, mE, oR, aNYTHING LIKE THAT, sO i DON'T KNOW WHY YOU WOULD THINK THAT, at ALL,
bUT SECOND, wHY WOULD i, iF THIS WAS ABOUT ME, wHICH i'M NOT SAYING IT IS, bE ASHAMED,
uHH, wELL, i DIDN'T EXACTLY, sAY, tHIS WAS ABOUT ME,
bUT IF IT WAS, wHICH i'M NOT SAYING IT IS, i WOULD SAY THAT, tHINKING ABOUT OTHER THINGS ISN'T REALLY WORKING,
wHAT DO YOU DRAW,
aND, aRE YOU SAYING THAT YOU HAVE UNREQUITED FEELINGS, aS WELL,
bUT IF IT WAS, wHICH i'M NOT SAYING IT IS, i WOULD SAY THAT, tHINKING ABOUT OTHER THINGS ISN'T REALLY WORKING,
wHAT DO YOU DRAW,
aND, aRE YOU SAYING THAT YOU HAVE UNREQUITED FEELINGS, aS WELL,
lET GO,
dO YOU MEAN, pERHAPS, nOT TO TALK TO THEM, aNYMORE,
dO YOU MEAN, pERHAPS, nOT TO TALK TO THEM, aNYMORE,
mAYBE,
i SUPPOSE IT MIGHT BE BETTER THAN SLEEPING ALL THE TIME, eVEN IF IT'S, eASIER THAT WAY,
uHH, bEING THAT, yOU KNOW, tHE TROLL OR WHOEVER IN QUESTION MAY OR MAY NOT LIKE TO SLEEP, a LOT,
i GUESS SOMETHING LIKE THAT MIGHT BE WORTH A SHOT,
dRAWING OUT FUN OR HAPPY THINGS, aND SUCH, aBOUT PEOPLE OTHER THAN THIS PERSON'S OBJECT OF RED AFFECTION,
oH, bUT, uHH, i THOUGHT YOU TWO WERE MATESPRITS,
iS THAT, nOT A THING NOW,
i SUPPOSE IT MIGHT BE BETTER THAN SLEEPING ALL THE TIME, eVEN IF IT'S, eASIER THAT WAY,
uHH, bEING THAT, yOU KNOW, tHE TROLL OR WHOEVER IN QUESTION MAY OR MAY NOT LIKE TO SLEEP, a LOT,
i GUESS SOMETHING LIKE THAT MIGHT BE WORTH A SHOT,
dRAWING OUT FUN OR HAPPY THINGS, aND SUCH, aBOUT PEOPLE OTHER THAN THIS PERSON'S OBJECT OF RED AFFECTION,
oH, bUT, uHH, i THOUGHT YOU TWO WERE MATESPRITS,
iS THAT, nOT A THING NOW,
pRETENDING IS KIND OF HARD, i THINK, wHEN YOU TALK TO THAT PERSON ALL THE TIME,
bUT, mAYBE iF i TOLD MYSELF, rEPEATEDLY, tHAT THE FEELINGS AREN'T THERE, i COULD START TO BELIEVE IT,
uHH, THAT IS, iF WE WERE TALKING ABOUT ME, iN PARTICULAR, oF COURSE,
bUT i CAN DEFINITELY PASS THE SUGGESTION ALONG,
bUT, mAYBE iF i TOLD MYSELF, rEPEATEDLY, tHAT THE FEELINGS AREN'T THERE, i COULD START TO BELIEVE IT,
uHH, THAT IS, iF WE WERE TALKING ABOUT ME, iN PARTICULAR, oF COURSE,
bUT i CAN DEFINITELY PASS THE SUGGESTION ALONG,
mAYBE,
i WONDER IF AN IMAGINARY SELF CONFIDENCE WOULD BE EQUIPPED, tO DEAL WITH SOMETHING LIKE THIS,
oR, pERHAPS, a PERSONIFICATION OF RESOLUTENESS IS IN ORDER, aS WELL,
i WONDER IF AN IMAGINARY SELF CONFIDENCE WOULD BE EQUIPPED, tO DEAL WITH SOMETHING LIKE THIS,
oR, pERHAPS, a PERSONIFICATION OF RESOLUTENESS IS IN ORDER, aS WELL,
i WAS AFRAID OF THAT,
wHY ARE FEELINGS SO DIFFICULT AND, cONFUSING,
hOW ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO KNOW IF THEY HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU, tHOUGH, bEFORE YOU GET FEELINGS FOR THEM,
wHY ARE FEELINGS SO DIFFICULT AND, cONFUSING,
hOW ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO KNOW IF THEY HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU, tHOUGH, bEFORE YOU GET FEELINGS FOR THEM,
if y0u figure it 0ut please let me kn0w
but i think kanayas advice is pretty g00d
if y0u can find s0me0ne else that y0u like the red feelings y0u have f0r the 0ther pers0n may seem less imp0rtant
even if they never really g0 away
but i think kanayas advice is pretty g00d
if y0u can find s0me0ne else that y0u like the red feelings y0u have f0r the 0ther pers0n may seem less imp0rtant
even if they never really g0 away
wHOA, uHH, aSK THEM,
rEALLY,
tHAT SOUNDS LIKE IT MIGHT BE KIND OF, mAYBE A LITTLE EMBARRASSING,
bECAUSE, wHAT IF THEY SAY NO,
oR YOU DON'T KNOW WHEN "too soon" IS, aND YOU MESS UP,
oR YOU ACCIDENTALLY GET FEELINGS FOR THEM, fIRST, aND THEN, yOU'RE IN THE SAME SITUATION, aLL OVER AGAIN,
oH GOD, tOO MANY THINGS CAN GO WRONG, i DON'T WANT ANY FEELINGS,
rEALLY,
tHAT SOUNDS LIKE IT MIGHT BE KIND OF, mAYBE A LITTLE EMBARRASSING,
bECAUSE, wHAT IF THEY SAY NO,
oR YOU DON'T KNOW WHEN "too soon" IS, aND YOU MESS UP,
oR YOU ACCIDENTALLY GET FEELINGS FOR THEM, fIRST, aND THEN, yOU'RE IN THE SAME SITUATION, aLL OVER AGAIN,
oH GOD, tOO MANY THINGS CAN GO WRONG, i DON'T WANT ANY FEELINGS,
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