♉ 009 [LOCKED TO TROLLS]

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hOW DO YOU MAKE RED FEELINGS GO AWAY,

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wHOA, uHH, aSK THEM,
rEALLY,
tHAT SOUNDS LIKE IT MIGHT BE KIND OF, mAYBE A LITTLE EMBARRASSING,
bECAUSE, wHAT IF THEY SAY NO,
oR YOU DON'T KNOW WHEN "too soon" IS, aND YOU MESS UP,
oR YOU ACCIDENTALLY GET FEELINGS FOR THEM, fIRST, aND THEN, yOU'RE IN THE SAME SITUATION, aLL OVER AGAIN,

oH GOD, tOO MANY THINGS CAN GO WRONG, i DON'T WANT ANY FEELINGS,

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bUT MAYBE IT'S BETTER, iF i DON'T HAVE ANY QUADRANTS, fOR NOW,
lIKE YOU SAID, wE'RE STILL KIDS, sO, uHH,
tHERE'S STILL TIME FOR ALL THAT SORT OF THING, yOU KNOW, lATER,
bECAUSE i DON'T WANT TO BE IN THIS SITUATION AGAIN,
sO MAYBE THE BEST THING TO DO IS, i DON'T KNOW, pRETEND REALLY HARD THAT, tHE FEELINGS AREN'T THERE,
aND THEN MAYBE i'LL START TO BELIEVE IT, aND THE FEELINGS WILL GO AWAY,
dO YOU THINK THAT'S A THING THAT COULD HAPPEN,

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[deathfangirl]

thats actually a pretty g00d idea eridan

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[deathfangirl]

yeah its nice 0f y0u t0 help him practice in a safe
n0n judgemental
kind
manner

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[deathfangirl]

actually i think y0u get it just fine

[clapifyoubullieve]

iT IS,

[deathfangirl]

if hes mean t0 y0u i will flick his fins

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oH,
wELL,
i TRUST YOU A LOT, sO, uHH, i GUESS IT MIGHT BE WORTH, tRYING, iF YOU THINK i SHOULD,

[deathfangirl]

its up t0 y0u
but maybe a little practice w0uld help y0ur c0nfidence

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i GUESS SO,
uMM, oK THEN, i THINK i WILL,

[deathfangirl]

g00d luck!

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tHANKS, aRADIA,

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hEY, i'LL HAVE YOU KNOW THAT i'M STILL MAKING SOME, yOU KNOW, rEALLY STRICT PROGRESS, oN MY ECHELADDER,
sO, uHH, mAYBE i'M NOT THAT USELESS, oK,
aND ALSO, i'VE BEEN STAYING AWAKE MORE, aND TRYING TO GET OVER EVERYTHING AND NOT BE WEAK,
iT'S JUST, rEALLY HARD,
bUT i HAVE rUFIO AND HE'S, uHH, hELPING ME ALONG, sORT OF,

aNYWAY,
yOU DON'T THINK THAT WOULD BE KIND OF, wEIRD,

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i'M ALMOST UP TO SPIRIT GUIDE, wHICH IS JUST, fIVE RUNGS FROM THE TOP, i THINK,
uHH, bUT YES, rUFIO IS MY SELF CONFIDENCE,
hE WAS SORT OF, gONE, aFTER THE STUFF WITH vRISKA HAPPENED, bUT, i'M TRYING TO GET HIM BACK, nOW,
eVEN IF HE'S ONLY THERE, iN MY HEAD,

i GUESS,
iT CAN BE SORT OF LIKE FLARPING, mAYBE, wITH A SOMEWHAT LESSENED CHANCE OF DEATH AND OR, dISMEMBERMENT, aND SUCH,