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sO, uMM,
i'M GOING TO TRY THIS, uHH, tHING THAT, kANAYA TOLD ME,
(tHAT IS, tHE kANAYA OF MY TIME AND, nOT THE ONE HERE),
tO, uHH, hELP, mY SELF ESTEEM,
sO STARTING RIGHT NOW, i'M NOT GOING TO TALK TO PEOPLE THAT, uPSET ME, bECAUSE,
tHAT WILL HURT HIS FEELINGS, aND THAT'S NOT GOOD FOR HIM,

uHH, sO i HOPE NOBODY MINDS OR, iS OFFENDED THAT, i'M DOING THIS THING,

oK,
uM,
i THINK, tHAT'S IT,

Comments

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Ah. You need to be able to walk to play these games?

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i GUESS, nOT NECESSARILY, bUT, i THINK,
oNE WITH A LACK OF MOBILITY WOULD BE AT A SEVERE DISADVANTAGE,
aLSO, i, uHH,
dON'T THINK i WANT TO PLAY ANYMORE ANYWAY,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Did you outgrow it?

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nO,
uHH,
i JUST THINK,
rUFIO MIGHT BE HAPPIER IF i, dIDN'T,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

[...]

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uMM,
aZULA,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Yes?

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oH, uM,
i WAS JUST SEEING IF YOU WERE, uHH,
tHERE STILL,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Oh. I'm here.

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oH,
oK,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... I'm surprised that there's only one person you're going to avoid. There are a lot of jerks and horrible people here.

[clapifyoubullieve]

rEALLY,
i'VE ACTUALLY MET A LOT OF, uM, rEALLY NICE PEOPLE,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Well, there are some of those, too.

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i SUPPOSE, uM,
pERHAPS i'VE BEEN LUCKY,
aLTHOUGH,
i THINK, sOME PEOPLE MAY BE LAUGHING AT ME,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

They do a lot of that, too.

[clapifyoubullieve]

dO PEOPLE LAUGH AT YOU aZULA,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Sometimes. Like I said, there are jerks here. They used to do it more though, but then I suppose that there were times when I might have deserved it just a little.

[she's not talking about the ~*important*~ things that were so obviously ~*totally justified*~, of course-- just when she would get bored and troll the comm]

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rEALLY,
i, uHH, cAN'T IMAGINE THAT,
yOU SEEM, rEALLY SMART aZULA,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

It wasn't out of stupidity-- I just used to try to rile people up on the community sometimes. It was sort of immature, in retrospect.

[clapifyoubullieve]

rILE THEM UP,
lIKE TROLL THEM,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Yes, just like that.

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rEALLY,
wOW, i DON'T THINK, i CAN IMAGINE THAT EITHER,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Why not?

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i DON'T KNOW, uHH,
yOU JUST, sEEM VERY MATURE,
aS IF, yOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN THAT WAY,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I have in a sense. As a soldier, a member of the royal family, and then a Fire Lord I had to grow up quicker than most, but I could still be childish in some ways.

[and she can still be childish in some ways now, but like hell she's going to admit that; talking about past faults is a lot easier than talking about present ones]

I was mature enough to kill and to risk my life in battle, and then to command armies, and then to lead a country, but I suppose I allowed myself to indulge here on the community.