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sO, uMM,
i'M GOING TO TRY THIS, uHH, tHING THAT, kANAYA TOLD ME,
(tHAT IS, tHE kANAYA OF MY TIME AND, nOT THE ONE HERE),
tO, uHH, hELP, mY SELF ESTEEM,
sO STARTING RIGHT NOW, i'M NOT GOING TO TALK TO PEOPLE THAT, uPSET ME, bECAUSE,
tHAT WILL HURT HIS FEELINGS, aND THAT'S NOT GOOD FOR HIM,

uHH, sO i HOPE NOBODY MINDS OR, iS OFFENDED THAT, i'M DOING THIS THING,

oK,
uM,
i THINK, tHAT'S IT,

Comments

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I... see.

I thought lususes protected you, not the other way around.

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wELL, uM, yES,
bUT,
wE'RE RESPONSIBLE FOR, uHH, fEEDING THEM AND, tENDING TO THEIR NEEDS,
sO, uHH, i GUESS,
"take care of", wOULD BE A BETTER WAY TO PHRASE IT,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Do they do anything in return? I'd gotten the impression from Kanaya that they were like human parents in a sense.

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oH YES, uHH,
tHEY DO PROTECT US, aND, hELP US GROW,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

So you take care of each other? How is that different from moirails?

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bECAUSE, uHHHH,
yOU CAN'T, hAVE A ROMANCE WITH YOUR LUSUS,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... Point.

So who are you going to stop talking to from here?

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uM, wELL, uHH,
i PROMISED rUFIO THAT, i WOULD STOP TALKING TO vRISKA, aS,
sHE CAN BE VERY, uM, hURTFUL SOMETIMES,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

The one who calls herself Marquise Spinneret Mindfang? I've noticed.

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yES, uHH,
tHAT'S, tHE NAME OF HER FLARP CHARACTER,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

What's a flarp?

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iT'S AN EXTREME FORM OF, uM,
lIVE ACTION ROLEPLAY AND, cAN BE VERY DANGEROUS,
wE, uHH, uSED TO PLAY TOGETHER,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Why did you stop?

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bECAUSE OF, mY, uHH,
aCCIDENT,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Ah. You need to be able to walk to play these games?

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i GUESS, nOT NECESSARILY, bUT, i THINK,
oNE WITH A LACK OF MOBILITY WOULD BE AT A SEVERE DISADVANTAGE,
aLSO, i, uHH,
dON'T THINK i WANT TO PLAY ANYMORE ANYWAY,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Did you outgrow it?

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nO,
uHH,
i JUST THINK,
rUFIO MIGHT BE HAPPIER IF i, dIDN'T,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

[...]

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uMM,
aZULA,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Yes?

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oH, uM,
i WAS JUST SEEING IF YOU WERE, uHH,
tHERE STILL,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Oh. I'm here.

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oH,
oK,

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... I'm surprised that there's only one person you're going to avoid. There are a lot of jerks and horrible people here.